Today I just saw an awesome movie called turning 30. A film which deals with the problems a woman faces as she heads straight to the age feared by all of the clan “the frightening 30”.
So how is it moving on the runway of life at a jet speed and realizing that quarter of your life is over. Most of the stories would share a similar plot…I assume…Love story (stories) which would have gifted us the most beautiful moments of our life, friends who would have stood by all those thick and thin days alike, a serious relationship which would have made us dream the most beautiful life with that special person and then the break-up, emotional breakdown, bumps in career. To add to the agony the increasing scales of age, the impending days of loneliness.
Life won’t stop and so cant you. We will age but then what s the point of the worry. True to say that the bitter experiences shatter us…there is nothing more intimidating than a broken relationship…We would love to be with the person who broke our heart and ripped us apart yet be afraid to be with someone who loves us, so ironical yet so true. It’s not so easy to just move on with a broken heart. It’s difficult to fool your own heart and your own emotions.
I for one am in the phase where the answers to most of my questions are safely “I dunno”. What do you wanna do with your life, your career???..Ummmm, I dunno. Do you think you can fall in love again? “I dunno” , Well then how about getting married “Umm may be” and the next moment the answer would be are you nuts. I am happy this way; spare me the horror of marriage. I am almost done with the quarter of my life and in a phase when there is nothing that would make me happy for long..momentary happiness like a day out with my girlfriends, a good song on radio, a good write up, yet the fear of the unknowns grooves over still. Life is giving me experiences, good as well the not so good ones but then I am gaining experiences, learning to stand and face the storms. I know for sure I will win eventually…and I will too ripen with age…<Wink> <Wink>
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